[19:53]: june hol 07062004
haiz... haiz... haiz... argh!
4th june, fri, nth to tok abt..
5th june saturday, no ywav... erm... suffering frm temporary memory loss... can't remember anything.. hmm...
yesterday, oso nth le. after church whole family ate lunch with william ow... and wad a gr8 lunch.. haha... den dad send him to expo for sum... computer thingy show or wadeva... ya and we went home... dinner at ah ma house... today her chinese bdae. so of cos celebrate for her lor... haha... den dinner was... sumptuous.. lol.. esp. curry chicken ;)
but it seems the curry made me have.. stomach upset... today stomach not feeling very good... and it's obvious its becos of curry.. always liddat one... bleaghz! todat woke up so early dunno for wad and den was ready even 50 min before the time i wanted to leave.. den wait and wait and wait... so sian lor... dem 10 am walk to school for the banner thingy.. which was i guess very well done la.. haha.. den oso went to laminate the name tags for the camp this sat.. haha... love camps... but this time muz report in full uniform leh.. haiz.. gonna be torturing.. and today bb have meeting... haiz... itz all... fate... i fate it... i hate this.. depressed feeling... this depression i have not felt for a long long time... dunno why... moment i came back.. didn't wanna change... first sat in front of the fan... den lie on the sofa smsing grace and dun even wanna get up... next wanna change... budden lock myself in the room dun wanna go out... felt so tired till went to parents room sleep... argh! depression... ya.. and almost cried... den i want my com back! haha... onli the com can take my mind off everything... for a moment la... later time to off, i'll go back to the depressed me again... den cannot sms grace le cos she can't use her phone now... haiz... sad..
rite now... i need sumone to tok to so badly... but i dunno hu..
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