today went for back check up. no change. if 9 months later still stable can discharge already. and today no xray. tt's why 20 minutes and everything was over. so morning haven eat breakfast so super hungry. eat with mum and dad at tiong b ahru den met aunt there. btw since last night already feeling kinda uncomfortable wanna vomit but keep controlling. den this morning after breakfast i straight away threw up at the roadside. but lucky din eat much cos no appetite. laste night dinner also no appetite. probably tt's the cause? dunno la so anyway i threw up lor. =S i tink in my whole life i only threw up twice outside.and both this year too = |
after knowing u i've become so weak even weaker than i ever expected. i thought u'll be trustworthy u'll stay true u're love me forever u're protect me take care of me forever. ='( but maybe it's true. all men are fickle. right now all i know is fake smiles in front of everyone den cry all the pain out at night. maybe i shldn't be so stupid to believe u. but i nv expect u'll love sumone else so fast. all readers please my witness. i, melody, will try all i can to stop thinking and crying over him cos he's not worth it. he only hurts me more and more as time passes. so much for all the promises and sweet words. they are lies. wish u and her happiness. and wish u'll live in guilt all your life.
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