` Tuesday, August 29, 2006

[22:01]

i'm not dancing anymore. and it's juz because i'm going to nz. hah. how dumb can the reason get. wad's up with those rigid rules? mum's right. dun hv to meet them this thurs. i din get kicked out cos of a reason like not being good enough. it's juz cos i cant make it for 2 sundays. cant make it for the full dress rehearsals. even if i come back 1 days earlier and miss only ONE also they dun wan. i've sacrificed enough due to this trip. i've sacrificed the prom night tt i've been looking forward to since sec 1. and now i'm sacrificing this dance. wad's the problem. fine kick me out. u hv one less dancer. not tt i'm any impt person but tt's not the point. u haven even reached target and u're losing 1 dancer. oh and wad crap tt i hv improved a lot and HAH i'm out. dun need to be so nice. i'm so sorry dad quarreled with u over this. but do u know the importance of a family holiday once in awhile? u cant expect me to sacrifice the holiday juz because u wan me to be present for all the rehearsals. sorry. but my family comes first. and the concert's for charity. FOR GOD. wad right do u hv to stop sumone frm serving God?

poof i'm gone. dun need u to appreciate. i know God appreciates me and tt's enough.

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