happy 2007!!!!
31dec06, watchnight service. worship was great. i felt great singing and clapping all for God. lotsa meaningful testimonies shared. honestly, i listened to each and everyone and yea i'm awed. oh and my water bottle spilled in my bag. IT WASN'T CLOSED! zz. yea so my camera mp3 notebook everything got wet.. JACKET ALSO! the place was freezing cold lor.. and lucky cam and mp3 still ok.
countdown to the new year. it was a great moment. i just started crying, tears of joy.. i dunno y. i feel so fortunate. so blessed. den ywav got high. danced sang ran around haha.. the train we do every year.. haha by the end of it i felt like i was drunk =x totally high, and out of breath.. ywav stayed over in church.
abt 1am when everything was quite (and free of adults lol) we started our very own worship. it was the most meaningful worship ever. the worship tt impacted me most. the worship tt made me surrender to God.. just give myself to him totally. it's one of the rare times i cried.. and the first time my leg shook so hard i fell down and knelt to him.. i could really feel God's presence there.. the feeling just cant be described. we also had prayer times in between songs.. to pray of the church, for ywav, for ourselves.. one time janice amos jonel and me grouped together. we were supposed to pray for the one on our right. but we were not supposed to ask wad tt person needed prayer for.. just ask God.. so amos was on my right. i didnt know wad he needed prayer for. and i kept asking God.. den it was my turn to pray. and i just said wadeva came into my mind, not caring whether or not it'll be accurate cos i know for sure i cant read amos' mind. so after tt amos told me. 'eh very accurate leh. all the 3 things are correct.' i just got a shocked. the thing was, everyone in my group actually guessed quite accurately. it was a miracle tt never happened to me. seriously it's such a great experience. i really feel drawn closer to him.
after tt great time of prayer and worship, abt 3am.. we had our supper! din eat much.. after tt captain's ball till 7am lol. serious.. we din sleep a wink. i only played one game. watched the rest. and laid on the ground for the last game. i was getting damn tired lol.. but cannot sleep!!! just laid on the hard ground staring into the sky and also.......
din join them for breakfast. came home and ate at market. reached home, bathed. den straight after tt i KOed on my bed. i was like attempting to at least comb my hair.. but i tink in less than a min i dozed off.. 12pm... all the way till 6:30pm? i tink.
oh ya. thank u justin for the tiramisu! it's yummy xD
thank you God. u are such a great friend. thank you for sending good friends into my life to comfort me. they are just like angels God. thank u for just being with me. thank for teaching me to turn to you. i've been feeling so down and it's during this period of time i really experienced your goodness. thank you Jesus for taking the wheel of my life. thank you Lord for giving me the breath to live. thank you for loving me even though i'm just a grain of sand on the beach. so small, so insignificant. i'm no seashell, no rock, nth. just tt little grain. Your love for me is far greated than any other love. thank you for being my tower of refuge. i love you.
we fall down, we lay our crowns at the feet of Jesus..
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