hmm so my blog is really dead. my BOARD is most dead lmao =S
haven been feeling good past few days. maybe i do know why i've been feeling so.. sian... dull... moody.... but i know i just cant tell someone who has been asking me why.. cos thinking of the probability that i'd get ignored... pushed away... it's a risk i'm not willing to take..
thinking..melody is thinking a lot..
just before i woke up yesterday morning, i had a dream. cant really put into words here wad it really was. actually nah i just dun wanna put into words. quite personal.
i dunno la... it seemed kinda sweet... but then it turned out to be a sad dream... someone was crying.. and that someone walked away from me..
oh man this can't go on. i cant keep thinking..
ARGH GET OUT OF MY HEAD.
"even though i don't want to i know i have to".
you said that to me before.
...
shit i'm thinking again.
i think love stories rock.
k that was pretty random. but i was thinking of tt story i read on fictionpress.com last friday. maybe it was tt story that got me thinking so much zzzz... it's just a really sweet story... and then it became really lovely... and really sad...
zzzz why does everything turn out sad? =(
i don't wanna risk going back to those tormenting days.
_________owells.(: