` Thursday, February 08, 2007

[12:08]: scared?

olvl results out tmr.

omg. i tink i'm gonna get a nervous breaksdown soon. sigh.

last night isnt good again.
what else? dreamt again.
wasn't just one dream like the one on tuesday morning.
omg it was several several dreams one after another.
although i cant really recall but i know i did dream.
you know.... aftere you wake up.
den u suddenly rmb sumting tt u know did not happen in reality at all.
yep... especially if u wake up feeling so tired. so.. unmotivated.


RARRRRRRRRRRR! I HATE YOU GET OUT OF MY HEAD ='(
nah. i dont think i hate you.
it's cause 4056830968 and that's why 96817304606904323 all the time..

honestly june to july last year was the best time of my life. i want you to know tt. den frm august to november.. u ignored me to force me to study for olvl. and the few days after olvl and me flying off to nz were great too. and i came back with much anticipation only to find i anticipated nothing. now we're just waiting huh. i know i am. are you? i dunno. the future is so uncertain... are u waiting with me?


sian..........

_________owells.(: