[17:36]
i'm reading old blog posts..
and i saw myself slowly count down till the end of olvls that time..
so at first look it was an ordinary counting down..
den after i say one "66days<3"(31st aug 06) i realised..
actually i was counting down to the day u stop ignoring me and stop telling me to concentrate on studies.. and all that shit stuff....
so i was happily counting down... 16 nov (if i rmb correctly) finally came.. and i left for nz 18th.. so 16 and 17 were great days.. i was really happy... although later part of 17.. and early 18th i was down cos i gotta leave and all...
yea i left for nz sad.. but at least at that time it was still lovely.. everything.. you and me..
and i came back from nz sad too.. but it was far from lovely.. it was the most horrible days of my life.. after that i just cried myself to sleep for a week or 2...
and now although i am not crying myself to sleep... it's not as sad now.. but still i am sad. like i've returned to 4dec06.. the day i came back from nz..
i'm kinda feeling empty =S hmm..
_________owells.(: