[18:24]
i'm tired
physically tired
emotionally tired
i can hardly survive with only those few hours of sleep i hv.. those few hours that i could take last time but not now..
morning i woke up feeling unable to just pull myself out of bed.. dont even hv the energy to walk to the bathroom to just freshen up a lil'... zz..
take bus stone all the way.. bus 10 came early.. reach the other stop shuttle bus came too.. i was early... at least earlier than normal..
den just stone.. whole day stone..
actually.. i still hv a slight crush on someone.. before i could tell evil twin just now he went offline -.- but nvm.. i know that it wun go beyond that.. cos i seriously do not like his lifestyle.. just a slight crush.. like... erm.. one-tenth of what i felt for him weeks ago.. yep.. somehow i feel it's like just a feeling that's making up for the emptiness i feel. zz.. and i'll feel really horrible if it really is true. i dunno..
i'm gonna smile and tell the whole world i'm fine.
_________owells.(: