` Saturday, November 17, 2007

[22:26]

treat me whatever way you want to.. ignore me.. fine.. go ahead.. leave me out.. go ahead.. i knew since the start what you were trying to do anyway.. i could have just told you off straight in your face but i didnt.. and the only reason i tolerated with all that nonsense was because i know i hurt you.. but you knew all along it's wishful thinking on your part.. i didnt give you any hope at all so what "false hope" are you talking about? right from the very beginning i made it clear already.. and you're not the only victim ok?? you never spared a thought that i am also a victim.. you dunno how hard it was.. but since you're like pushing all the blame on me as if i'm the criminal and you're the only victim.. you know what? go ahead and treat me like the criminal.. you're one of my closest friend.. WERE my close friend.. i thought you'd still be my closest closest friend.. someone i could always turn to.. even till now i still regard you as a friend.. but if you really detest having me as your friend and want me to like.. leave you alone forever then say so.. i'll grant you your wish..

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